Back At It Again

It's been awhile since I last wrote on this blog. The last eight months have been pretty insane and hectic,  and left me with a lot of emotions that I wanted to write about but didn't know where to begin. This past August we lost my grandmother to pancreatic cancer and it devastated us all  but especially my mom. As for me I am dealing with her death on my own terms, but that don't mean I don't have my moments because I do and often. I miss my grandmother something terrible because she was more than my grandmother but my best friend and cheerleader. She believed in me more than I did and I loved her for that. But I'm not about to sit here and dwell on the pain and sadness, but I am going to remember the happy moments we shared and the love she brought into this family. My memories will be of laugh and smile, and she loved her grandchildren and great grandchildren from my son, to my niece, my cousin and her children to my brothers and me. Her love for us was un-measurable and unconditional. I will miss her, but I will try to live life like she did which was full of happiness, love and just enjoying life to the fullest.

Life goes on and must keep moving forward even through the sadness, so I'm back at this thing called blogging and going to give one more try because I love to write and talk about my beautiful dysfunctional family that I was so blessed to be a part of ( sometimes I believe I was adopted, LOL). So please stay tun for roller coaster that is my life as a single mom.